i try to not think of this as the closing of a circle, completely pointless, leaving me in the same place as the same time last year and feeling emptier and heavier all at the same time skin soaked in shame and a heart that is fried because if i say that it assumes this year was a waste but this year has actually been quite amazing in all other areas of my life. i have grown and i am growing. i am happy. i just don't know what to do with myself but i am not alone.
today i will send off the last thing i ever do for him. tomorrow is my mother's birthday and i want to get her something special. the day after, i am leaving again for maryland and someday, i will be able to sit still.
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3 comments:
fuck sitting still
beats running in a circle forever.
circles. I often think about exactly what you wrote here. and how our circles intersect with others. and how they do repeat, but are constantly being revised.
and pink eye.
I tried using tea bags as a home cure because I don't like the doctor, but when I woke up this morning, I gave in.
doc was pretty nice too.
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